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Poll #3 Results:
33% believe that law school is a scam, the ultimate #fail. 55% believe that law school may not be a scam: it depends on the law school in question. 12% believe that law school is not a scam: A legal education is the foundation of everything that is anything in the form of justice and large scale social reform. (N= 9 votes)

Poll #4 Results:
85% believe that summer waitlisters are top law schools are just convenient last minute replacements. 15% believe that summer waitlisters are mediocre applicants but gunners. (N=7 votes)

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My favorite logic game




So I’ve recently got into watching Survivor, and this season (Redemption Island) has been good, if for no other reason, than that the master strategist has exposed Survivor for the simple game that it is….that or exposed most of the players for the simpletons that they truly are for Survivor fans (which I’ve presumed that they are). I’m inclined to go with the latter.
BostonRob is playing these folks like fiddles, and his original tribe especially has no clue how to combat him. But more importantly, they don’t seem to know the basics of the game. Here are a few examples:
  1. Prior to merge, the winning tribe gets a clue to the hidden immunity idol, and this clue will be hidden somewhere in their reward. Why was he really the only person looking for it? His tribe members didn’t even mention looking for it. Once BostonRob found the idol, he started disposing of the clues he would find, which is genius. Why? Because if he allowed them to find the clues or become aware that there were clues, any good suspicious person would start to suspect that someone else may have found some clues at some point too (thereby making BostonRob look like more of a target since he’s played the game so many times). But a true Survivor fan would know to be searching for the idol, in secret, even without the clues. But they didn’t know to do that either. A disgrace to the game. Lol. One guy (Ralph) in the other tribe knew to do this, but that’s about all he knew, which brings me to my next point.
  2. Ralph and his tribe Zapatera have no clue how to use an immunity idol. It’s your most powerful asset to the game, but the key is to not let anyone know you have it. Why? Because then they’ll find a way to make you flush it. You’re essentially putting a target on your back. Ralph tried to use it to show his team that he’s loyal and was willing to use it to save one of them if need be. This is certainly admirable but not an altogether solid strategy because loyalty is only good for the short term. Being loyal may only get as far as the bottom 4 or 5, but not to the end (unless you win out). Why? Because people don’t want to take someone to the end that is more likeable than them. Loyalty = likability. This is precisely why BostonRob put out the hit TWICE on Matt.
  3. Playing the loyalty game too early and too hard has been Matt’s downfall. His only leverage in the game was his swing vote and he just gave it up willingly (in the name of his spiritual nature) to a tribe that had already proven that they had no need for his overly open and likable personality. His only chance now is to win at Redemption Island and align with the other tribe (assuming they aren’t all gone by then or change their allegiances), and even then it’ll still be hard for him. A good Survivor can’t stand up to likability when they know that only one person can and must win.
  4. BostonRob knows this logic all too well, and so what has he done? He’s made it a point to keep some simple, controversial personalities around in his camp to keep the pressure off himself. The rule of thumb is: as long as they’re off hating each other, they won’t have time to hate you. This is why he keeps Philip, Natalie, and Ashley around. None of them are too bright (at least at this point) to make it to the end on their own (except if they win out), and if Rob makes it to the end with them, he can use their personalities against them.


So…how can BostonRob lose? It can happen. Here’s some scenarios:


Someone finds out he has a hidden immunity idol.


The most feasible way they are gonna find this out is if the Zapatera strategy to kick off the veterans somehow begins to resonate with the Ometepe tribe. If they turn on BostonRob, and he finds out about it, he’ll use his idol. And then the next time, around, he’ll most certainly get voted out unless he can convince a few people that, because his veteran status won’t allow him to win it all, he’s worth taking to the end.


The other way someone can found out is if he tells one of the controversial people. Why would he do this? Presumably to convince them that he’ll use it on them when necessary if they choose not to vote him out. This will give him a better shot at taking at least one of the controversial people to the end where he can win against them. Phillip may not be the person to trust with this information since they know him to be a bit of a weasel, so Ashley or Natalie might work for this.
Another thing to consider is that getting rid of the controversial members of his original tribe puts BostonRob at risk because they’ll be able to talk about the decisions they made in the game at Ponderosa, which may come to reveal him for the ultimate strategist that he is. Right now he is unassuming. And that makes him likeable in the long term, unless someone decides that his deceiving ways are not worth of the million bucks. At this point, I don’t see that it isn’t worthy, as they are so far up his…but time will tell.


I found it very interesting that one lawyer left in the bunch thinks BostonRob’s most recent voting strategy was “genius”. Hmm.


Good Day World.


P.S. I too am a God-fearing Christian (in the filial sense), and love to give Him praise for all the wonderful blessings I have in this life, but can’t help but wonder if it’s appropriate for Matt use his spiritual beliefs as the construct for his Survivor play. It is a game after all. And on a general note, what does it really mean to thank God for succeeding (and winning) games? Are we essentially thanking Him that the loser wasn’t as fortunate? Or that we were better skilled? Or that the Lord was on our side? Is it really a blessing to win something so trivial? Is it really trivial? For example, if we spend our lives working towards something (such as professional athletes do), is it more meaningful to thank God then? Curiosity has struck me, if for no other reason than the Fred Phelps’ crew has been causing up quite a stir lately with their talk of rejoicing in such tragedies as the recent Japan quake and tsunami. On its face, this seems wrong, but they rejoice in the name of the Almighty, so this makes me think more critically about how we (as Christians) lead our everyday lives and how and/or when we apply our faith. Just a thought.

Love: The Logic of Life

I've been out of commission for most of the fall, and probably should explain myself..mostly to myself, as I'm sure that there aren't too many readers anymore, at least not at this stage.

The Life portion of 4Ls has taken over for some time now. I remember turning in my last final after graduate school and thinking that things could only get easier from there. lol. Uhm. NO.

Things have gotten a little more challenging, and studying just no longer became the priority in my life. Nor law school. I'm very much still into a law school future, but not next fall. And I intend to be done with the LSAT Saga by next summer. I'm taking the next few months to get LIFE in order before moving forward with the big dream.

I'm on the upslope of major change, so that is often met (by me) w/ grief and resistence. I've been focusing on "letting it rain," so to speak, and it has a very different (and tense) feel to it. I wish I could describe it, but I don't think I would want anyone to empathize, mostly because I am a fan of calm, order, and constancy. The abrupt nature of life is incongruent with my nature, it seems. So I'm in the process of a transformation, since life won't. lol.

What's all this change I speak of? Sure it started with grad school ending and the application cycle ending, but all this came at the heels of something much more pressing, a change in priorities.

When I got sick this summer, that became my priority because it was a reflection that things were spiraling out of control, with no clear cause but plenty of negative effects. I was forced to start looking at things differently. And I had to be in the hospital in order to change. I was literally going to die if I didn't embrace change. When I opened my eyes, I starting seeing the world in a totally different light. The light wasnt too bright. Suddenly, my friend cupboard was feeling bare, my LSAT motivation was non-existent, my family was suddenly (and figuratively) very far away, my 2.5 year relationship was nearing its end, and I just wasn't enough. I wanted to change EVERYTHING about myself. Most of my life, I've wanted to change a few things about myself, but by the time September rolled around, I wanted complete overhaul...to save myself...to save my relationships with people...to make a new start with Her. Well, I didn't move fast enough, so decisions were made for me. I couldn't then and can't now make any arguments with the turn of events. I was left with the opportunity to do one thing: to come to peace with myself, with who I am because it is the stepping stone for the person I am to be, ultimately.

I have nothing to hold onto but my good nature and all that it attracts, because the bad parts of myself have driven a lot of people away and if not completely away, they are now only comfortable at arm's distance. One person in particular. I can't quite wrap my head around a future without her very much in it, but this is what I am faced with now. She has shut me down and out, so it is my responsibility to respect her path and her choices. A friend of mine thought it all ridiculous, and I've even had a few folks tell me that she and I will make it in a matter of time, but the fact of the matter is I am now one day beyond our 3 year anniversary, so a new cycle has officially begun and we couldn't be further apart. It's not my choice, but it is a partial result of a series of choices I've made, and now this---this is reality. That is a fact. Every waking moment (and lots of unconscious moments--as evidenced in my dreams) is about her even in her absence...it's almost like she's still around. Almost. I'd like to believe none of this happened, more than ANYTHING, but that's not my call. It probably shouldnt be my call, either.

Somehow I've got to learn to live my life appreciating it for what it is and not focusing narrowly on what I expect or hope it to be. Not doing this has inevitably led me back to this very familiar square. And something tells me that nothing and no one will be in my life unless I make a profound effort to construct it well. I've got to show respect for myself and the only way to do that is to stay near and dear to my roots. The one thing that grounds me is the concept of love: it is unconditional, it is unwavering, it is the strongest of the strong...it is freedom. It is something to be preserved. It is everything that is anything to me. It is all that I want to be and to represent. It moves me. It is behind every correct move I've ever made. It motivates me. It IS me. The irony is that I haven't shown it to anyone fully because I have been afraid that it would be used against me. That's probably the most illogical fear ever, since something so genuine could never be used in an opposite fashion. I pride myself on making sense, but have been living a lie believing in that fear.

I just CANNOT do it anymore. I have got to move forward in this life, and I've got to make sense doing it. I've got to live...so I've got to love.

Usually I like to wait to set goals until the end of something or the beginning of something. Well, I'm in the middle of this transformation, and I'm going to set one anyway:

To Live Fully and to Love Fully. Unconditionally.

What does this mean?

I'm moving back to NYC any day now. Just a matter of tieing up some loose ends in the coming weeks. It's more a matter of priority than a matter of settling down for the long haul, which is not what I had hoped. But it could just as easily turn out that way. I need to be there for work and for my peace of mind. It's cheaper to live in DC. I could save A LOT of dough, but I need to be around people more regularly. I think it's just meant to be that way. That's living. Wish I could provide better reasoning for spending more money, but sometimes, you just know when you've gotta do something. This is one of those times.

I've been away from my "home" for about a month now to spend time with family (it's that time of the season), I don't remember the last time I spent this much time with my loved ones. That's loving. And meanwhile all kinds of people are kind of popping back up into my circle. I don't know why or how long they'll be around, but for the first time EVER, I'm not concerned. I'm a thinker... an overthinker most of the time, so figuring it out would be GLORIOUS, but my instincts tell me that it doesn't matter. That's living.

I am going to adopt an animal to live with me in my new apartment in NYC. They need a home. I have a brand new one to share. That's loving.

I am going to get a new 'do in December. That's living...with change. And I'm going to love it.

I am going to continue to respect her time and space away from me while still lifting her up in my prayers with optimism that she finds herself, her happiness, abundance, and more love than she has room to receive. And I'm going to do this without expectation. This is freedom. That's being in love. That's loving...unconditionally.

I am going to take a little time away from LSAT preparation to breathe. And I will return to it. That's living....w/ persistence.

I am. <=====(Yahweh) ======> That's Life. That's Love.

LSG: The I-Need-More-Time Edition

Yeah, well the summer bug hit me harder than I ever would have expected. Graduating, being sick for 2 months, making life plans, etc... blah blah blah. I studied, but not like I wanted to. So I'm starting over. From scratch. Taking December 2010. I figured, I didn't want to use up my practice tests if I felt like I wasn't ready to test yet. That would be a waste. So here we go again. A Fall spent studying. IT WILL BE THE LAST TIME. Why? Because I'm tired of this. It's go big or go home. So if I screw this up, law school will no longer be on the horizon (despite the fact that I deferred at that one school..).

Quick update: GULC finally removed me from their waitlist. I'm pretty sure it was the day after 1Ls registered for classes. Cornell probably completely forgot about me. lol. No final notification from them. Oh well.

I did pick up the rotating bezel watch from Amazon for $15. Uber cheap. Hope it lasts through december lol. I may buy another one as a backup.

Ok. On to the plan. If you're looking for a way to modify the 20-week 'LSAT Success Guide', here's a shorter version: 14 weeks and counting! This presumes, you've done at least a month or two of studying in each section. Should be generally familiar with each question/passage/game type and how to approach it. Again, this is for those planning to take in December 2010.

Part I: Accuracy (4 weeks)
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Week 1: RC
--material: Grouped by Reading Passage (PTs #1-#20); Atlas RC Strategy guide (as needed)
--details: untimed but record how long it takes
--blog update at the end of the week on lessons learned

Week 2&3: LR
--material: Grouped by Question Type (PTs #1 - #20); PS Logical Reasoning Bible(as needed); Atlas LR Strategy guide (as needed)
--details: untimed but record how long it takes
--blog update at the end of each week on lessons learned

Week 4: LG
--material: Grouped by Game Type (PTs #1 - #20); Atlas LG Strategy Guide (as needed)
--details: untimed but record how long it takes
--blog update at the end of the week on lessons learned

Part II: Speed (2 weeks)
----------------------------
Week5&6: LR, RC, and LG
--material: PTs #21 - #37
--details: 6 to 7 sections per night; timed conditions; 10 minute break after every 3rd section.
--blog will report details of accuracy per 35 questions.

Part III: Practice (8 weeks)
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Materials: PTs #38 - #61 (if available); Superprep A, B, C (if needed)
details: blog at the end of each week on progress.

Week 7:
--Sunday: #42 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #43 + #38a
--Saturday: #44 + #38b

Week 8:
--Sunday: #45 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #46 + #38c
--Saturday: #47 + #38d

Week 9:
--Sunday: #48 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #49 + #39a
--Saturday: #50 + #39b

Week 10:
--Sunday: #51 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #June 2007 + #39c
--Saturday: #52 + #39d

Week 11:
--Sunday: #53 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #54 + #40a
--Saturday: #55 + #40b

Week 12:
--Sunday: #56 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #57 + #40c
--Saturday: #58 + #40d

Week 13:
--Sunday: #59 time trial (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: #60 + #41a
--Saturday: #61 + #41b (or else Superprep A)

Week 14:
--Sunday: Superprep A or B (4 sections only)
--Wednesday: Superprep B or C
--Saturday: #62 OFFICIAL TEST DAY

Random Rambling # Something


1. I've been kind of lazy. I'm behind in my LSAT prep and I'm not feeling great about it. Life happens I guess.
2. I'm 100% healthy again. Now to keep that up....lol.
3. I'm becoming a work-aholic, which is interesting considering my LSAT prep has suffered in the process.
4. I won that IPAD from Law School Podcaster :-) New play toy!
5. I almost bought a blackberry torch yesterday. Then I remembered that I'm not making any progress where it matters most: LSAT. So I'm giving myself something to look forward to.
6. I finally returned to facebook under my actual name. lol. Hasn't been that rewarding.
7. I won't be posting again until I have good news to share...like a 90th percentile LSAT practice score. I refuse to take the test in September if I'm not comfortably in the 90s. There's motivation! No one wants to put off the LSAT after they've taken it as many times as I have. I'm getting too old for this. Time to take it up a few notches. Now!
8. I wish all my LSAT buddies the best of luck in starting law school in a couple of weeks! You deserve it!
9. I was cut from the GWU law school waitlist a couple of weeks ago. I suspect I'll be cut from the wait lists at GULC and Cornell within a couple of weeks too. lol See how close I came? Not close enough!
10. Whole Foods in Old Town, Alexandria is a beautiful thing. I should have moved out there when I came to DC. Oh well, I guess I'll have to settle for NYC! lol.
11. I guess I should get some sleep, so I can wake up and grind on LR and RC! Holler!

Peace!

If I had a JD....


...I would throw myself at Shirley Sherrod's feet.

I want to work for you, Shirley. I think you've got a case ;-)

Here's my beef (read: rant):

  • How can you call yourself a leader and make such a hasty decision, Mr. Vilsack? How can you NOT search vigorously for the full facts of the case when RACE (of all possible issues for goodness sake) is at the heart of this debacle?
  • NAACP, it is your job to sniff out this stuff. Where the hell were you? That's right, you were instigating mess. And your apology consists of a personal phone call and an offer to visit whenever you're in town, Mr. Jealous? No, thanks.
No, I do not condone people making professional choices that are motivated about personal conflicts of interest. I think it's true that Sherrod could have given more effort to do her job to the best of her abilities, not just because she was "capable of more" but because it is the right thing to do. But from what I understand, she did her job sufficiently enough to set the ground work that ultimately saved the farm in question. Her attitude wasn't so piss poor that the job didn't get done. This doesn't discount that she needed a stronger sense of character at the time, but then again, the fact that she spoke of her shortcoming speaks volumes. I admire her for telling the truth about her feelings, not because they were discriminatory, but because we all have personal feelings, and not many of us are willing to share our lowest points with a broader audience. Many of us just fester in hatred and disgust (for whatever reason), and don't even notice that many of our life choices (professional and personal alike) are largely determined by those negative feelings. At the very least, hers didn't accomplish that. And moreover, she overcame those feelings. For some reason, I have the distinct feeling that many who are in the racial rut never leave it.

I read the comments on media sites like CNN and local news stations, and it seems to me that people love these outlets so much because they love to anonymously spew racism. The most recent one I read said something along the lines that if a white man had made these statements, no one would be calling for an apology to him. In other words, why are we constantly apologizing to black people every time the race card is pulled?

I'm probably a bit biased, but I don't know how to be anything but honest here.

Discrimination and oppression, of the kind that blacks in America have experienced, cannot be dismissed by mere apology, so even numerous apologies over decades are inadequate, so I think a better question is, why haven't we, as a nation, gotten beyond the point where we need to question why it is necessary to have sensitivity toward the black citizen?

As a professional researcher, I am trained to avoid making causal links, but the fact that many of the social problems we face are concentrated within the black community: HIV, crime, inadequate education, poverty, homelessness....etc., is a bit more than a coincidence, in my opinion. At the very least, it is the strong evidence of what happens when a whole people seek relief from a social construct that was never established to support them. As many strides that have been made to try to correct for this, its damn near impossible to change the psyche of a person...a people who have come to terms with that truth. And it is absolutely impossible when evidence of racism resurfaces. They call us beggars, users, uncivilized, and losers because many of our people have not risen above the constraints that were once a lot more imposing, but there is a lot to be undone that has little to do with finances, in the grand scheme of things. It's really about knowing you've got a fair shot at leading a respectable life.

I'm blessed because despite my people's history, I grew up in a time where my parents had the strength to encourage me to rise above it all: to be fair and to seek fairness at every turn. This is a much easier task than it was for them...or their parents. Still, it's a larger task than meets the eye. I have to respect where I came from; I have to understand those roots to resolve them. To dig deeper for long-term solutions...to do my part.

I think this is why Sherrod has a large task in front of her to see this through to the end. Because she has been thrown into the limelight, she does not have the luxury of walking away quietly because we need strong people like her to defend principles. It's one thing to accept an apology, which I'm sure she's already done. Forgiveness is a wonderful thing (trust me, I know). And it's another to send a message... to set a standard. We cannot allow people to forget how to do their jobs: to uphold fairness (which they seemed to have been trying to do) and to seek truth (which they COMPLETELY missed), especially in cases where the cost of not doing so is far too high, with far too many implications. You cannot compromise someone's story, her job, and her character, and get away with it. But you know, that's what the media is accustomed to doing because they deal with what they've got. For leaders, people who are supposed to have good sense, to fall victim to that is negligent. Collect damages.

So, YES, if I had a JD, I would gladly represent Mrs. Sherrod. I'm sure we would be more than happy to take your shirts off your backs, Mr. Vilsack and Mr. Jealous. Please, and thank you.

Accountability


I'll make this brief. A lot going on in my head today. Thinking a lot, discussing a lot, and reading a lot...which brings me to my current question, just to throw it out there to remind me, and perhaps others, what building character is really all about.

At what point do you say to yourself, when you're between a rock and a hard place: this (whatever "this" is) didn't just happen to me. I played a significant part in it. This is my life, and whatever I allow to get me down is my bad. When do you admit this? Is it when there's nothing/no one else to point the finger to? Or is it just before you realize that you are capable of anything: at failing miserably, at succeeding beyond measure, and at everything in between?

Just a thought.

What is Justice?


"You can't change the world all at once....you got to change it one life at a time" ~words from a Touched by an Angel episode

I want to go to law school because I want to help bring justice to the underprivileged, whose lives are determined in large part by a series of injustices. I've felt like the best I could do is to use my good reasoning to work the system in their favor. And this is why I want to "argue" in some capacity for a living. While I don't really see myself ever sitting in a courtroom, I haven't ruled out the possibility that some day it may come to that. As I've mentioned many times before, there are so many ways I can go about doing this, and I haven't really ruled out any of them.

I've been so intent on getting into law school for years now, that I've got to be honest, I have never felt so far away from it. I'm not anywhere close to where I need to be to help people. Why? Because I am isolating myself from the free world. I don't mean to...but damn. I feel like everything is falling apart. This is not fair to the people who I think matter most. Obviously, I don't think that's me, but because I feel like I want to be an integral part of progress, I have to have myself together. Well, I'm not coming together. Something is terribly wrong with the way I reason.

It does not lead to achievement, in the ultimate sense: happiness. And because I believe inherent in happiness is justice, then why isn't my reasoning process working for my life? And if it doesn't work for me, how can it work for anyone else? Where is the justice? What is justice?

Right before I had my last explosive conversation this week, I had a very heartfelt discussion with my sister and my mother. Gosh, things felt so clear. I was giving them advice, and as it turns out, I may need it more than them. We are SOOOO much alike, it hurts almost too much to not be able to interact with them on the regular. I literally want to share my life with the people that I love, but it just isn't panning out that way. And the one person who I have been sharing my life with, is thinking it over. I've done a lot of damage to what we have, but it is NOT for lack of love for her. She is IT, And literally everything I do is an attempt to do what I think will make her happy, but somehow what I feel in my heart and what translates through my head, and ultimately my mouth have caused nothing but pure destruction. I don't even know how. So much for the reasoning process. There is something so incredibly flawed about this. I keep telling myself I don't know how to fix it, but I do. I need to love and love HARD. I have to grow, and I need to put myself in a position to grow. It doesn't take thought, I'm sure. But I'm wired like that when it comes to interaction...most of the time anyway. I see how its possible for someone who thinks so much to have so many repressed feelings. I've got so many of them they can barely come out right. In fact, they come out all wrong when it counts the most.

I've got one shot (at most) to make this right, and I'm willing to go the lengths to do it. I don't know when the opportunity will come around, but I am fully prepared to do what it takes when it gets here. She knows I'm waiting. As much as it sux to wait...I'll do it and hope against hope for her swift return.

I think she is a symbol of where my progress toward my ultimate life and career goals begin. Everything came together when she arrived. She is integral to everything that matters. She is love. She is justice. She is right. If I can get her to see that, I'm certain my life and career plans will start to fall right into place.

For now, I must grind and keep hope alive. A have a few things in front of me to keep me busy. I was recently promoted, which certainly helps get the law schools funds in order and for the move to NYC. I didn't see it coming at all. Just a couple of weeks ago I was irate because I didn't feel like it was in the cards anytime soon. but here it is. There's my incentive to keep working hard.

I'm also working on getting my original facebook account back in order. I've all but decided to just get rid of it and start over. I feel like it will take too much time to get rid of people I dont associate with. But I guess if I could do it without drawing anyone's attention, then mission accomplished. I'm still brainstorming on it. Maybe I'll have a clue by the end of the weekend.

So here I go, trying to get back into changing the world, by improving something one step at a time, my quality of life. Not for me...but for those that I care for.